Interview with Kay McGowan, 1 Interview with Kay McGowan, Anthropologist and Native American

The Spiritual Traveler


        I arrived an hour late for my interview with Kay McGowan, after having had a flat on I-75 and nearly causing an accident as I slowed down to turn off to the side of the road.  So I was nervous and apologetic as she ushered me into her spacious home on Grosse Ile, a lozenge-shaped island of suburban residences in the Detroit River, originally home to the Wyandotte tribe.
       “That’s OK,” she said, when I expressed regret for my tardiness.  “We (Native Americans) don’t worry about time.”
       She led me into a sitting room with a large dining table laden with grapes, melon, and homemade blueberry bread.  The walls of the room were covered with a bewildering variety of masks.  I sat down, shrugged off my apologetic feelings, and stared at the masks, trying to decide which appealed to me most.  
        Interview with Kay McGowan, 2“What’s that one?” I asked, pointing to a striking mask of a cat-like animal, its mouth wide open, and a mirror in the middle.  
       “It’s a jaguar mask from Guatemala,” she replied.
       I pointed to a number of other masks that were equally striking, and she indicated their provenance—masks from Central and South America, Africa, Southeast Asia, and practically everywhere else.  
       “Almost every culture in the world produces masks,” Kay said.
       “So you’ve been everywhere in the world.”
       “I’ve been to lots and lots of places.  Usually every year I go and do some kind of work, sometimes twice a year, depending on who wants to pay me to go where.  I teach Native Studies at Eastern Michigan University and Marygrove College.  And also I work for the Wyandotte Indians.”
       “Are you a member of the Wyandotte tribe, yourself?”
       “No.  But in 1729, there were 29 of our families, Chickasaw and Choctaw, living out here on the islands with the Wyandotte.  I’m Cherokee and Choctaw, myself.  The Chickasaw and Choctaws are from Mississippi.  That’s where I was born.  Anyway, the Wyandotte are applying for Federal recognition, and in order to do that they have to file a petition and prove that they’ve been here since time immemorial.  And they have to have an anthropologist or a historian do the petition.”
       “And what kind of evidence do you have to produce for that—oral evidence or documentary evidence?”
        Interview with Kay McGowan, 3“Both kinds.  I’ll take oral history from the Elders, and then I will look for any written material, such as on their relations with the Jesuits—the earliest written material on the Wyandotte.  It’ll take a long time, simply because there’s such a backlog of other tribes that are applying for Federal recognition.  So I’ve put their treaties together.  There are 19 treaties that they signed with the United States government.  It’s easier for tribes that had warfare with the United States to prove their existence than for tribes that didn’t.”
       “So the Chickasaw and the Choctaw met with the Wyandotte in this area…”
       “For centuries.”
       “Even though they were based down in the South?  There were always some members of those tribes in this region?”
       “Yes.  They moved back and forth.  Usually the Wyandotte would go to Kentucky to hunt, and our people would go to Kentucky to hunt.  So they met each other there.”
       “Sometimes they’d come back up here with the Wyandotte?”
       “Yes.  And sometimes the Wyandotte would go down to Mississippi with our people.  So there was a tremendous amount of interaction between the tribes.”
       “And in this particular case there were good relations between them?”
       “Yes, they had good relations.  For instance, I have a letter written when a group of Cherokees came to do council with the Wyandotte in 1783.  I have it sitting in my desk.  It’s a written account of the council meeting between the Cherokees and the Wyandotte.  This was a long-standing relationship that took place over many centuries.  So when they asked me to help them get Federal recognition, I said, ‘Sure, absolutely.’”
        Interview with Kay McGowan, 4“Are those ancient connections between tribes still factors today?  Are there some tribes that in centuries past were traditional enemies and still don’t get along as well today as, let’s say, your tribe does with the Wyandotte?”
       “Yes.  Because people knew who were their traditional enemies.  Now they make jokes about it.  The Chickasaw and the Choctaw, for instance, were originally one tribe, probably 1,200 years ago.  They split, and became two tribes.”
       “How did that come about?”
       “There was controversy over divergent burial practices.”
       “What other tribes are the Wyandotte related to?”
       “The Wyandotte from this area are related to the six tribes of the Iroquois Confederacy—the Seneca, Cayuga, Onondaga, Oneida, Mohawk, and Tuscarora.”
       “Not to the Chippewa (Ojibwa).”
       “No.  They’re a different people altogether.  The Chippewa, Ottawa, and Potawatomi were Algonquin speakers, and their kinship pattern was patriarchal.  Descent was traced through the father, and the men were the leaders of the tribe.  But the Iroquois people were matriarchal.  One was born into the clan of one’s mother.  And the clan mothers were very powerful in the society, and still are.”
       “Do the Algonquin and Iroquois comprise two large linguistic families, as well?”
       “Yes.  There are actually four linguistic families in the eastern half of the United States—the Algonquin, Iroquois, Muskogee, and Sioux.  Our people—the Chickasaw, Choctaw, Creek, and Seminole—are all Muskogee speakers.”
        Interview with Kay McGowan, 5“So I take it there were variations between these dialects, but within these large families the dialects were mutually understandable, more or less?”
       “Yes.  They’re slightly different, but usually people within these linguistic families can understand one another.  Altogether, there are 250 native languages still in the United States.”
       “I was just reading an article about language extinction that I saw in an airline magazine.  I believe the article said that in the next fifty years the 60,000 indigenous languages still in the world today would be reduced to about 6,000.  That’s about three language extinctions a day.  I could be wrong about the figures, though.”
       “Well, there are many people losing their languages all over the world.  But we don’t believe that a language is ever lost.  Languages get incorporated into other languages, as place names, for instance.”
       “Sure, there are place names all over the United States are of Indian origin that most Americans just take for granted.  I imagine it’s interesting if you get into the languages at all.  You’ll find that all these place names have meanings.  But still, these remaining place names are no substitute for a living language.”
       “No they’re not.  But there is a resurgence now in these languages.”
       “My impression from reading this article was that both trends are occurring simultaneously.  The article said that the extinction rate is continuing at a faster pace than ever, but while that is occurring, certain indigenous languages that have enough of a foothold in terms of number of speakers, and are not threatened, are now consolidating and getting stronger.  For instance, the Amazon Basin is one of the richest and most diverse linguistically.   Interview with Kay McGowan, 6The article said that one could go just a quarter mile in the jungle from one linguistic group, and come to another group that is complete distinct linguistically.  There is absolutely no relation between the languages at all.  Some of them are complete isolates!”
       “And yet some of them are related to Indian languages right here in North America.”
       “Really?”
       “Absolutely.”
       “Well, anyway, the languages in the Amazon Basin are dying like flies, but then you have the Quichua language in the Andes region, which is very much holding its own.”
       “Well, there are millions of Quichua speakers, as well as Amara.  Those are the two main languages in Peru.  I was there in 1999.  Last year I was in the Amazon jungle.  They asked me the same questions about our Indian tribes up here as I would ask them.  So it was a wonderful exchange.”
       “Do you find that there’s a general similarity in terms of belief systems between all Native Americans, all the way from South America to here?”
       “Absolutely.  They do the same ceremonies that we do here.”
       “Really?”
       “Yes.  The smudging ceremony—they do that in the Andes, the Quichua and the Amara.  It involves the taking in of the smoke from sacred plants.”  She got up and came back with a display case of sacred plants.  “These are four different kinds of sage that come from four different places,” Kay said.  She pointed at a row of plant stalks that did, indeed, look like relatives of the sage I was used to buying fresh in the supermarket.  “Traditionally, if we go to a location such as the Southwest or the Andes to visit with other tribes, we bring some of our own sacred plants to share with them.   Interview with Kay McGowan, 7 And when we come back, we bring some of their sacred plants to share among ourselves.”
       “And they understand that gesture?  That’s universally understood among indigenous people in the Americas?”
       “Absolutely.  This, for instance, is universal among us—the tobacco tie.”  She pointed to some small bundles wrapped in red cloth.  “You come to learn from them, so the first thing you do is give them a gift of tobacco.  This,” she pointed to a cord of braided fibers, “is sweet grass.  We braid it first and then we dry it.  And we use that in our ceremonies, too.”
       “Is tobacco almost universally recognized as a ceremonial plant in the Americas?”
       “Yes.  The Creator gave us tobacco so that we can speak to the Creator.  Our prayers and our thoughts go up to the Creator on the smoke of the tobacco.”
       “What relationship does the sacred use of tobacco have to the custom of smoking it today?  Is there much of a relationship, or not much of one at all?
       “The white man took the tobacco and abused it,” she said vehemently.  “We did not take it into our lungs.”
       “It was never taken into the lungs?”
       “As a rule, no.  Occasionally, this was done with the pipe.  But the same could have been done with any of the sacred plants—the tobacco, the sage, the sweet grass.  Any of these plants could be used in the pipe.  But the white man took the tobacco and abused it.  And look at all the sickness it’s caused.”
        Interview with Kay McGowan, 8“That’s interesting to me, as a non-smoker,” I commented.  “Non-smokers tend to think of tobacco as a repellent product because of this abuse, but when I saw it being used ceremonially, it seemed to me to be a very beneficial plant.”
       “Absolutely.  The smoke takes the message to the Creator.  Pocahontas’s husband, John Smith, was the first person to export it to England, and he became rich, addicting people there to the tobacco that we used in a sacred way.  They used it as a commodity.”
       “Well, it had no meaning to them.”
       “That’s right.  But they didn’t care about what meaning it had.  They didn’t ask or understand our attitude toward the plants.  We believe that the Creator made the plants before the Creator made us.  We need the plants to survive, for food and healing.  But the plants don’t need us.”
       “In the West, as well as in Asia, there are a number of major religious traditions—Christianity, Islam, Judaism, Hinduism, Buddhism, Taoism, and so forth.  They each have names by which they are identified, as well as their respective creeds.  But the Native American belief system is treated more as an aspect of culture, rather than a religion.  Among outsiders, it doesn’t really have a name.  So I would like to know whether, among indigenous Americans, religion is thought of as religion, or whether it is just considered part of traditional culture.  Does the Native American religion have a name, or is there a way it is referred to, apart from the other aspects of the culture?
       “Sure.  It’s called the Medicine Wheel,” Kay replied.  She pointed to a circular wall hanging mounted close to the ceiling just opposite us.  “This wheel symbolizes our belief system, she said. “There’s an outer circle, with 44 places.  And those 44 places represent gifts of wisdom and knowledge.   Interview with Kay McGowan, 9We believe that you are born at a particular place on the Medicine Wheel, which represents your starting-point, your gift from the Creator.  Your job, as a person following this tradition, is to learn all 44 places on the Medicine Wheel.  The difference between our belief system and organized religion is that our spirituality is based on the idea that everything is connected and everything is interdependent.”
       “And is the Medicine Wheel a belief system that you have in common with indigenous people in other parts of the Americas?”
       “Yes.  It’s very similar.  There are no dos and don’ts.  There’s no concept of sin or salvation.  There’s no notion of eternal damnation.  The important thing is how you live your life and how you treat others while you’re here.  There are 44 places on the outer circle, but there’s an inner circle, too, also with 44 places, each representing a different animal.  Each animal has a different lesson to teach us, no matter how insignificant that animal might seem to other people, to mainstream society, or mainstream religions.  We believe that every single creature has something to teach us, a gift to give us, and knowledge that they are willing to share with us, if we watch them, respect them, and understand them.  An example might be the porcupine.  To mainstream society, the porcupine doesn’t mean very much.  But in our belief system, the porcupine teaches us how to trick or intimidate someone without hurting that person, while at the same time allowing us accomplish what we want to accomplish.  The porcupine raises its quills and scares away its enemies.”
       “That’s very understandable to me,” I responded.  “Animals have particular characteristics that they embody.  Humans have certain characteristics, too, of course.  If we could get outside ourselves, we’d see that, as well.   Interview with Kay McGowan, 10And within the parameters of our human characteristics, there are individual traits.  Animals are individuals, as well.  They have their own personalities, if you get to know them.  But nevertheless, they’re working within a certain framework, which is their nature as members of that particular species.
       “I had an experience years ago with a creature similar to the porcupine,” I added.  “It was a possum.  I came across it in a deep wooded area.  The way a possum ‘plays possum’ is also a defense mechanism, but this was something I had never encountered before.  It was the strangest thing.  The possum got a frozen expression on its face that was like a grin, and it gave off a feeling, or put on a kind of act, that was like dementia.  There wasn’t anything aggressive about it, but it just gave you the feeling that you didn’t want to mess with it.  It was a very odd feeling.”
       “It has a spirit that has to be respected,” Kay offered.
       “Yes. It has a certain kind of spirit or power that it evidently summons, which is part of its nature.”
       “There’s a big one that I feed at my back door that I feed at night, around 10:30.  And the raccoons come to the front door, and I feed them there.”
       “Like two different visiting tribes, huh?”
       “The animals come to Indians because we respect them, and they know that.  They’re indigenous to this land just as we are, and we’ve lived together for centuries, right here.  So they understand that, and we understand them.  Last week, two big deer just walked across my back yard.”  
        Interview with Kay McGowan, 11“I had another interesting experience a few month back,” I volunteered.  I was visiting a shaman from Ecuador for the very first time.  He was staying in Manchester, just outside of Ann Arbor.  I was just about to turn onto the dirt road leading to the house, and I came within inches of hitting a deer.  The deer was standing right in the middle of the road, and as I came to a screeching halt, it just stood there.  I found myself absolutely face to face with it.”
       “It was a message.”
       “Yes.  I felt it was some kind of a message.  I didn’t think it was a coincidence.  The shaman, in a certain way, represented for me a way of getting closer to the natural world.  It was almost as if the deer was showing me the power that I might eventually encounter on this path.”
       “Yes.  The deer was there for a reason.  It was there to tell you something.  And you have to be open to that.  But in the world today, animals are discounted.  Man has set himself up in this society as being the center of all existence, when in fact we’re just part of the Medicine Wheel.  We’re just one link in the circle of life.”
       “I’m an animal person,” I admitted.  “I feel closer to animals than people, really.  And it really bothers me to see any depiction or reference to animals being hunted or killed.  It actually bothers me more than depictions of people being killed on TV, for instance.  Now, that doesn’t mean I’m insensitive to people, does it?  I don’t think it does.  Of course, our whole society is desensitized to violence through TV, in general.  But I think that animals are basically at the mercy of humans.  I’m not saying we don’t have a responsibility to our fellow humans, as well, but I think we have even more responsibility towards animals because they’re less able to put up resistance.  Humans at least have a chance to defend themselves in the same manner in which they’re attacked.”
        Interview with Kay McGowan, 12“It’s true not only of the animals, but of the plants, the earth, the water, the air, and all things.  People haven’t honored other living things, and that brings us to the state we’re in now of spoiling our own environment.  The environment is finite.  Once it’s destroyed, we can’t get it back.  Six inches of topsoil, sunlight, water, and clean air sustain every single thing that lives.  And when one of those is destroyed, everything will die.”
       “It’s been suggested to me that in the future, these environmental commodities such as water will become our means of exchange, if they become scarce enough.”
       “And the people who control the water will control the world.  I’ve never seen water as dirty as that which I saw in China.  Lake Erie on its dirtiest day was clean compared to what I saw in China.”  
       “I remember years ago when I was in Belgium,” I chimed in.  “I crossed some kind of a river or canal that was so polluted that it was fermenting.  It was more like a cesspool than a river, and it was just bubbling with escaping gases.”
       “I was in China for the Fourth World Conference on Women,” Kay continued, “and I waited for the women with whom I was traveling to notice that there were no birds in the trees.  I waited and I waited.  And nobody noticed but me.  There were 55,000 women from around the world who had come to talk about women’s issues.  Finally, after about eight days, I pointed it out to them.  And they said, ‘What?’  As soon as I got to China I started writing cards back home, saying, “There are no birds here.  There are no birds here.  There are no birds here.’  And that, of course, to American Indians, is horrifying.  There were no birds in the trees.  There were no squirrels, no rabbits, nothing.  There were no four-legged creatures at all, just two-legged ones, and way too many of them.  It’s the most populated country on earth, and the whole situation is just very sad.”
        Interview with Kay McGowan, 13There was a brief silence while we contemplated on this, and then we began talking in a similar vein about the academic profession, of which we were both critical.  “I love my students, and I love teaching my students,” Kay said, “but I don’t care about the rest of it.  I don’t care about bringing money into the university.  It’s not about money.  It’s about learning and teaching and sharing, and they’ve taken that, and bent it, and made it into a commodity in which there’s no value except for ‘Am I going to make $50,000 a year by the time I get out of this institution?’”
       I commented about my own precarious situation after having recently left the academic profession.  “I’m in dire straits, financially,” I admitted, “but it’s probably better this way for me.  If I were to accept that for myself, to teach and work in academia just for the sake of security, I wouldn’t have a life, and I wouldn’t want the life I was having.  So I’m better off in this situation, and it’s opened me up quite a lot.  It’s opened me up to the whole prospect of living in the NOW and really depending on Spirit, not necessarily to fulfill all my wants or desires, but to meet my needs.  And it’s actually an adventure, because I hardly know from one day to the next what I’m going to be doing.  It’s a spiritual challenge.”
       “We’re spiritual beings,” Kay replied, “and most of the people around us have no spirituality.  They have religion, but they don’t understand the spirit.  And I find that there are a lot of people who are very interested in American Indians, because they sense that we have something that’s very real, and they recognize that they don’t have it.  And some people go on a quest to acquire it.  That’s what you’re doing.  And so I believe that the Creator put you here for that reason.”
        Interview with Kay McGowan, 14“Well, in my work for this site, I’ve encountered a lot of spiritual paths and religious groups.  But I feel that the shamanic tradition here in the Americas represents a particular opportunity for people to connect with the here and now, with the physical world, with their relationship to their environment.  We’re living in the physical world, and we can’t just discount that.  Sure, I believe in a hereafter, and I believe that there are things we can do to prepare ourselves for it, but we also have the task of living in this world as long as we’re here.”
       “Living at peace with yourself.  Living in harmony,” Kay added.  I try very hard to avoid anything that causes me disharmony, because I believe that if I am not in harmony with myself, I will disrupt the harmony of my children, my husband, my people, and ultimately the disharmony just spreads.
       “So by taking responsibility for yourself, you’re ultimately contributing to the world as a whole, is that right?”
       “Yes, “she replied.  “The Native American belief system is a very tolerant belief system, and that’s what I like about it.  It’s tolerant of everybody’s ideas and everybody’s beliefs.  It’s not this ‘Thou shalt not…Thou shalt not…Thou shalt not.’  Instead, what it tries to do is present to you a way to live by example.  Each one of these points on the Medicine Wheel represents a lesson about life.  We believe that sometimes you can learn the lesson through a single experience, but some people have to experience the lesson many times before they learn.  So to get around the Medicine Wheel takes a long, long time.  And some lessons are easier to learn than others are.  But the Medicine Wheel presents a way to live your life in a very harmonious way, in a very non-materialistic way.  
        Interview with Kay McGowan, 15“The place where I was teaching, before,” she continued, “I couldn’t stand it there.  I couldn’t stand the disharmony, the mean-spiritedness, or the competition.  And I said to myself, ‘I just can’t stay here, because I don’t have good feelings about this place at all.’  I just don’t stay where I don’t feel right, and I don’t stay around people that I don’t feel right around.  We put great store in intuitiveness.  For instance, I was asked on Martin Luther King Day, several years ago, to do a smudging ceremony at Marygrove College.  So I got there, and they called me up to do the ceremony and something inside me said; ‘Don’t do it here.’  Something felt very wrong in that place.  There’s some very ‘bad medicine’ in the room.  So I explained to the audience what the smudging ceremony was all about, but I didn’t actually perform the ceremony.  And about a half an hour later Bishop Gumbleton was a speaker.  He’s the most liberal of all the Catholic bishops in the United States.  He started to talk, and all of a sudden four men in the audience started heckling him.  They shouted at him, and then they stormed the podium.  The security guards at Marygrove grabbed those men and took them out.  But I had sensed that something was very, very wrong in that room.  That’s why I didn’t do the smudging ceremony.  And people came up to me later and asked, ‘Why didn’t you do the ceremony?’  And I told them, ‘Because something was wrong in that room, and I listened to my intuitive self.’”  
       At that point, Kay got up, left the room, and came back with a couple of issues of a magazine called Shaman Drum.  “Shamanism was the very first form of religious expression,” she said, “and the first evidence for that is about 80,000 years ago in the Shamandar caves in Iraq, where they found a bear cult.  They had bear skulls set up on an altar in the caves, and in front of those bear skulls were offerings.  It was the first concrete evidence of people long ago believing in a spirit world, respecting the spirits of their ancestors, or having a belief in a higher power.   Interview with Kay McGowan, 16So our belief system is very, very old—nobody knows how old.  But the fact that it survived when 95% of our people died is, in itself, extraordinary.  They managed to destroy so much, and yet our belief system, our spirituality, is still intact.”
       “Well, I really have to confess to feeling almost a personal shame,” I responded.  “When I started thinking about doing some articles on shamanism, it suddenly occurred to me that we have an indigenous shamanic tradition here in the United States.  It’s embarrassing to think that it came to me almost as an afterthought.  But of course Native Americans are so marginalized that people are just unaware of them.  Most people just don’t know that we have an indigenous culture, as well as an indigenous religious tradition.”
       “We keep our heads down, because there’s no advantage in talking about it,” Kay replied.  “The mainstream religions discount our beliefs.  They don’t want to understand, nor do they acknowledge that our belief system exists and is intact.  “They’re very threatened by it.”
       “If you think about it—as I’m just starting to—the Native American belief system is the ‘American’ belief system, in that it’s the indigenous belief system for this part of the world.”
       “For all of North, Central, and South America.”
       “Exactly.  But even if you go down to the Andes region, where the indigenous population is a much higher percentage…
       “And much more obvious,” Kay added.
       “Yes, but even there, the traditions themselves, and the religious tradition in particular, are completely marginalized.  Catholicism is absolutely dominant.  And the people, in general, don’t know any more about their indigenous traditions than we Americans know about ours—maybe even less!”
        Interview with Kay McGowan, 17“You’re exactly right.  In the United States, we’re the smallest minority in our own country—2.4 million, according to the 2001 census.  Yet two thirds of our people have gone back to indigenous religious belief traditions, and have abandoned Christianity altogether.”
       “Well that’s very important, because if that were not occurring, that would be it.  I doubt that the traditions would survive.”
       “You see, they wouldn’t tell you that, because they don’t want you to know that.  They don’t want people to know that American Indians have given up on Christianity.  Christianity, quite honestly, never did anything for us.  It led us like lambs to the slaughter—‘Either you become a Christian or you die.’  Nominally, many American Indians became Christians, but not any more.  Most Native Americans have very bad feelings about Christianity, and what was done to us in the name of Christianity, in an effort to make us Christian.  Our belief system is older than Christianity, and it has survived despite all of the oppression, the marginalization, and the genocide of our people.  And it’s survived because there is validity to it.  And we believe that eventually the whole world will have to focus on what we believe to be true—that it is necessary to respect the Earth like you respect your own mother.  
       “When you destroy and pollute that Earth,” she continued, “everything will suffer and die.  It’s that simple.  So if you can’t respect the Earth, and your idea of spirituality is to go to church for an hour on Sunday morning, that’s not what we believe.  We believe that everything is linked together spiritually, and we have to understand that link if we’re to survive.”
        Interview with Kay McGowan, 18“One of the things that it distresses me to hear expressed on the part of spiritual leaders,” I commented, “is the idea that this is a world of abundance,” I commented.  “We are told that we shouldn’t envy people their wealth, and that if such people want to make money and build huge mansions to live in, that’s their prerogative.  Now, I’m not quarreling with that.  It’s true.  I don’t believe in envying what other people have…”
       “It is just stuff, after all,” Kay offered.
       “Exactly.  But there are always two sides to everything.  This is certainly a world in which we should pursue our dreams, and we should believe that whatever we wish to attain, it is possible to attain.  But at the same time, this is not a world of total abundance.  There are certain limits to the resources we have in this world.  Not everyone is going to become rich, and there’s a great deal of poverty in the world at the same time.  So there’s a certain limitation built into the world, and when we’re talking about natural resources, that’s part of the limitation.  Just because we feel that this is a world of opportunity doesn’t mean that we can just go blindly pursuing personal ambitions for ourselves without recognizing limits to resources.  If you take the idea that this is a world of abundance to an extreme, you will become a despoiler.”
       “I was raised in a very poor family,” Kay replied.  My father was a poor Indian from Mississippi.  And most of my life I had basically nothing, materially.  I can remember asking for the smallest things, and the answer was always no.  And I realized when I grew up that the answer was no because my family really didn’t have it.  But I’ve been very fortunate.  I’ve been with my husband, Blair, for 27 years, and he’s been very successful.  So I have this stuff here.  I have this beautiful house and all these masks and art that you see here.  But I don’t measure my wealth by these possessions.   Interview with Kay McGowan, 19I measure it by my children, and how they turn out.  These things could burn up tomorrow, and it wouldn’t mean much to me.  I’ve been all over the world, and I’ve seen that in most of the world there is not abundance.  In most of the world, or on an Indian reservation, they couldn’t even begin to comprehend what I have and the way I live.  And I clean my own house and do my own cooking and my own gardening, and work very hard, myself.”
       “But still they wouldn’t be able to comprehend it.”
       “Right.  Most of the world wouldn’t comprehend this.”
       “And yet if you go to the Third World, you find that it doesn’t matter if people are poor.  They often seem happier than people here.  Even if they’re dirt poor, they seem happier.”
       “I always say that Indians are the poorest people in America, and that’s true, but culturally and spiritually we’re the richest people in America.”
       “But that can’t be true for all Native Americans, can it?  There are obviously some that are more in tune with their native traditions and values than others are, isn’t that fair to say?”
       “It’s just as in any society.  You’re going to find degrees of acculturation and adherence to traditional beliefs.”
       “I will say this.  Among the few Native Americans that I’ve met in the course of my recent research, I’ve been surprised by the depth of spiritual feeling that I’ve encountered.  I think that somehow I took it for granted that that would not necessarily be the case.  Does that make sense to you?”
        Interview with Kay McGowan, 20 “Yes.  Most Americans simply don’t know us.  And we don’t go out and talk about our spirituality, because it’s been the source of a lot of pain.  If someone comes to us, and wants to talk about it, we can do that.  But our beliefs are viewed with disdain.  People make comments like ‘How come you’re not Christians?  How come you don’t believe in the same God that we believe in?’  So we usually don’t wear it on our sleeve.  We’re usually very careful about who we share our beliefs with, because we’ve been the subject of a lot of ridicule, a lot of oppression, and a lot of discrimination based on our belief system.”
       “So you’re saying that even today, you’re likely to get a reaction from any Christian such as ‘How come you don’t believe in Jesus?’ or something like that…”
       “Yes.  ‘How come you don’t believe what we believe?’  We’re still doing everything wrong, you see.  The Indian Religious Freedom Act was only passed in 1978.  That’s pretty recent.  American Indians have been very quiet about their belief system because, in a lot of cases, if you voiced the fact that you were not Christian, your children would be taken from you in an effort to Christianize them.  Children were put in Christian boarding schools, separated them from their families, and were not allowed to practice traditional beliefs.”
       “Something you said earlier really stunned me, but I didn’t follow up on it,” I noted, in response.  “I thought it was pretty remarkable that you said, at the beginning of our talk, that the Wyandotte are just now applying for Federal recognition.  This is the year 2001.  Am I failing to comprehend something here?  I know there are a lot of American Indian tribes out there, but why would there still be a waiting list for tribes to register for Federal recognition?”
        Interview with Kay McGowan, 21 “Because they really don’t want more Indians.  They really don’t want to recognize more tribes.  And they do so reluctantly.”
       “How long has this process of granting Federal recognition been going on?”
       “Some tribes have been trying for 50 or 60 years.  The Eastern Pequot have been trying to get Federal recognition for 35 years.  The whole process is arbitrary, you see.  We’re the only people in America who have to prove who we are.  Why should we have to prove who we are in our own country?”
       “Well, when did this whole Federal recognition process start?  
       “It started when they began to put Indians on reservations, after 1830.”
       “So there were some tribes that received Federal recognition as long as 170 years ago?”
       “Yes.  The tribes that got Federal recognition were tribes that were removed, taken from their traditional homeland, and moved to Oklahoma.  Oklahoma, of course, was a new territory that was supposed to be Indian Territory forever.  Forever lasted about 20 years, because the Federal government’s of forever was very different from ours.  So twenty years later, it was opened up to settlers.  The Wyandotte here, who are applying for Federal recognition, are a group that didn’t leave when they removed the rest of the tribe to Oklahoma.  They didn’t feel that should have to leave their traditional lands, so they went to the islands out here in the Detroit River, and they hid.  They hid until General Hugh Brady and his regiments of soldiers were gone, and then they came back.  Right on this island, here, there are 150 Wyandotte Indians still living.”
       “Do your whole history, your culture, and the nature of your spirituality affect your politics?  Is that a strange question to ask?”
        Interview with Kay McGowan, 22“No, it’s not a strange question.  Of course it affects our politics.  We have a very strong sense of social justice, because of what’s been done to us.”
       “It does tend to put you and other Native Americans, to put it in the bluntest way, on the liberal side of the fence.”
       “Absolutely.  We’re not Republicans, as a rule.  I don’t know a single Indian who’s a Republican.”
       “Well, I’ve noticed that there seems to be a polarization among religious and spiritual groups that mirrors the political polarization we have in this country.  Some spiritual groups are very laid back, while others are very rigid and organized.”
       “The whole world is too rigid and too organized…”
       “Exactly.  The whole world is too rigid and too organized, so why do religious organizations have to be the same way?”
       “They’re ranked and stratified, too, just like society,” Kay agreed with me.  “Why does it have to be that way?  Why do we have to have a ranked and stratified church?  If the Creator made all of us, and everything that lives is the same, so why does everything have to be ranked and stratified?”
       “For this reason,” I added, “I think that some of these religious and spiritual groups could benefit from listening to the Native American point of view.  Just the process of listening is important, in itself.  It’s so easy for religious or spiritual groups to get wrapped up in themselves.  They believe that their God is the true God, or that their path is the highest path.  And they have gotten out of the habit of listening to people other than those within their own group.”
        Interview with Kay McGowan, 23“They stay within their own comfort zone,” Kay replied, “because to go out of it is to challenge their own beliefs, their own dogma, and their own selves.  And most people don’t want to do that.”
       “Exactly.  And I can understand that, because it’s a cultural thing.  Americans, in general, don’t get out of their comfort zone a whole lot, because they’ve got such a big comfort zone.  The whole country is a big comfort zone.  To go outside of your own religious group, to go outside of your own state or city…”
       “To go outside of your own head.  Just try to view the world through someone else’s eyes.  I went this past weekend to the Unity Church National Conference.  And I spoke to a thousand Unity ministers from all over the United States.  They had never heard an American Indian talk before.  I came away thinking that what I had said to them might make some kind of difference, or at least create some kind of bridge of understanding.”
       “Did you feel that they were receptive?  Did you feel that they listened?”
       “I felt some of them didn’t have a clue as to what I was really saying.  Or some of them would take were taking the things I was saying, and thought they understood, when they had only had only picked up the surface meaning.  For instance, here are these feathers,” she pointed to a display case she had brought out, along with the one that contained the sacred plants.  “What do these feathers mean?  Everyone associates Indians with feathers, don’t they?  By age three, every kid in America knows that Indians wear feathers.  But no one asks, ‘Why do you honor these feathers?  What do these feathers mean?’  These feathers are sacred things.  What do they mean?  You know, I go out and talk to groups of people all the time.  I talk to thousands of people in the course of a year, but I have never had one person ask me that question!”
        Interview with Kay McGowan, 24“You’re bringing up something that’s very profound,” I replied.  “To me, the feathers themselves are a deep mystery—not a mystery in the sense that I don’t know anything about their ceremonial use, but a mystery in the sense that they represent that very elusive connection between the physical and the spiritual worlds.  The feathers are used in a ritual way, but what most people don’t realize is that every act can be a ritual act.  If you make every act sacred, then you’re living spirituality to the highest degree.  And the feathers are a part of that.”
       “Exactly.  We don’t separate ourselves from anything.  We respect everything.  So spirituality is lived each and every day.  It’s a way of life.”
       “I came across a book recently that was about living the spiritual life, and the author was saying that his goal was to do only what he wanted to do.  Only what he wanted to do.  He never intended to do what he didn’t want to do…”
       “That’s a very lofty goal.”
       “Well, some people might say that it’s a really self-indulgent kind of philosophy.  But I think most of us could benefit from that point of view, because the majority of people are so hung up on what they should be doing, rather than what they want to do.  Because of this guilt factor—‘I have to do this because I have to be a responsible person, or because I have to conform’—very few people are actually pleasing themselves.”
       “My cousin, Spud, is an Indian farmer in Mississippi,” Kay responded.  “He’s a read laid-back, harmonious Indian.  He said to me, ‘Tell me about the people who live in the city.’  I can’t even get him to come here and visit me, because this is such a foreign environment to him.  He’s down there with his horses, his catfish pond, and his six children.  So I said, “Well, the city is full of people who are rushing around, going places, and doing things that they don’t want to do or go to?’   Interview with Kay McGowan, 25He said, ‘What do they do?’  And I said, ‘Just what I told you.  They’re all doing what they have to do, and none of them like it very much.  They’re all caught on a treadmill, going as fast as they can, and doing things they don’t really want to do.’  And he thought that was the craziest thing he’d ever heard.  But I told him that’s the reality.”
       “And I suppose that reality has built up the material wealth of this country,” I replied.  “But still…”
       “I feel very grateful,” Kay concluded, “because I have a husband who has taken very good care of me.  So I have the freedom to do what I want to do.  I can say yes I want to do it or no I don’t.  And I really try not to do things that I don’t want to do.  Because I want to be an authentic human being, I want to be real, I want to be able to look in the mirror at the end of my life and say what I did was real and authentic, and it wasn’t because someone was forcing me to do it.  And I’m very grateful for that.  I’m very, very grateful to be able to do the things that I want to do…”
       The interview wound down.  I had consumed most of the grapes and a good deal of the melon on the table.  Kay showed me around the house, and I took pictures of the masks and the artwork.  Before heading back home, I took a little tour of Grosse Ile, stopping at a bridge overlooking a peaceful canal, its borders hung with willows, a towering recreational boat moored in its estuary.  For a moment, I felt that I was hiding on the island, like the Wyandotte did from General Hugh Brady, and then the moment was past and it was time for me to get back on I-75 and head home.
 
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1/2/04
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